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student leaders' invest & trust

today was SLI, our school's very first. it was a big change, firstly my invovlement in the whole event, and secondly the whole execution of it.

mm instead of rushing around in pumps and blazer or vest, i was sitting quietly at the amphi, spectating. yes, just sitting there and spectating. no last min things to rush out, no need to change in and out of diff clothes, no need to remember essential info. that's happened many times this yr, i can actually sit down and enjoy functions that the school organises. a nice change (: especially in my last year here.

and now instead of just investing the prefects, it was the whole school, well almost la. cca leaders, hse capts, class chairs, psb. all that. was a very long badge ceremony, but i guess for those who were able to get recognised it was a decent change? i hope everyone feels as strongly about investitures as i do. invest is important!

uh although i was acting weird during the whole thing (sian and fangfish can testify), but i really do think invest is an impt occasion! i liked the decor this year :D

got to see the rest of fiel all dressed up and dancing down there. made me feel so proud to be part of such a great group of people. and they really deserve this day of recognition, especially for all their hardwork and effort they put into serving the school. HAPPY INVEST FIEL (: i love you all! and miss you all a lot as well. hope they are having fun at post-sli. haha sli is sly.

now onto the subject of TRUST. recent events have made me realise how important trust and faith are. you know, people with no conscience are just so darn friggin idiotic. they lie so blantantly. i mean if you didnt want to get into this mess then why do something so disgusting in the first place?! certain person x asked me why i bothered to be so KPO. i told her it was because i believed that what i was doing was for "greater good". ahha i feel so philosophical. justice! i want justice. and most of all, this whole thing invovles the well-being of my friends. FRIENDS. whom i care about. i trust her words because i know she wouldn't make up such shit. person x says she doesn't trust anyone but God. but is that really possible?

where would we all be without trust. you need trust to get somewhere. trust the people around you, that is how you achieve. especially with today's SLI, where would these leaders all be if they didn't TRUST one another? who can live their whole life without trusting anyone?

and to mr sicko- retribution awaits. just because there isn't any evidence in paper does not mean anything. we evaluate sources during history lessons. and people's words are counted. not just pictures. WORDS. words draw a thousand pictures (: don't forget that this isn't the end. i can't believe you can lie like that. and as if it isn't so obvious that you were nervous. body language, BODY LANGUAGE. i swear, i want to bash you up so bad. what goes around comes around. you're going to regret this...

i have much to thank my friends for. i have such great friends in school (: friends who trust me. friends who are always there for me. i need to remember how fortunate i am. people like mr sicko and person x are not as fortunate to have experienced friendship of this "genre" haha.

so just because this was friendship week, i want to specially thank a few people.

SIANYING!
thanks for everything. everything is not enough to encompass all that you've done for me. listening to my problems, helping me to solve them, and always reminding me that we humans are not perfect. you know, you're the first friend of the same age as me that i've had who's listened so patiently to me and my problems. you've taught me so much (:

WANJOO!
ahhah well we go back a long way! back to lost and found days. you always always listen to my jokes! or okes! or kes! or whatever they have become now. ahhaha. you never fail to make me laugh. once a batchmate, always a batchmate (: ah the power of that word- "batchmate". i love you!

FANGFISH!
you are so charasmatic. hahaha you are shuai. ahahha. oh crap i'm getting high. but you're a great friend! i love your accent!

FIELMENTE (:
although i feel like i haven't seen you guys in ages, the waves and smiles along corridors in school are very heartening. although i've left the board i hope that the spirit (a good one i hope) that i left back there helps you through tuff times. i'm glad that i can still feel like i'm part of the batch (: fielers are the force (:

410ers
short and sweet- you're the best classmates anyone could EVER ask for (:

training mates
it's delightful to train with you guys. i've learnt so much, and still have much to learn. thankyou for the fun times

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